Sorry

Wow... I didn't even make it to three days consecutively. That is shameful. I have been busy, to be fair

Eventful times people! Results came out (1 A, 2 Bs and a C, Kerching), which means I don't have to worry about them. brilliant

also, we now have less than 2 weeks of the holiday left. This is half good and half bad. Good because I'll will get to see all the people that I have no excuse for hanging out with outside of school (this is Saboo's concept, as detailed here), and bad because I have barely scraped the surface of my summer homework.

And now, because I can and my mother is DEFINATELY not reading this, a rant. my first online one of this kind, in fact:

My parent is a twat. the man she is with, is also a twat. And my Dad is dead.

My Mum's partner (lets call him Dick) treats my sister and I like we are 4 year olds. He is generally condescending, completely disrespectful to other people's space and belongings, and follows my Mum everywhere she goes. Dick has also convinced my mum that his say-so is needed if Me and Sis are making arrangements, even if these plans effect neither him or mum. For instance, if Sis is going to town with her friends on the bus, my Mum will say "check with Dick". He will then give Mum a reason why Sis can't go, which is completely invalid, purely for the sake that he believes we are small children and, as such, need protecting. It's getting to the point where I no longer ask. I tell them what I am doing and walk out before He can put his tiny mind to work on why I shouldn't be going.

My Mum is a twat because she lets this happen. She is a completely different person when he is around, and is also starting to believe this "FOA and Sis are small and need protecting" Bullshit. She forget's that Dick isn't the omniscient, and will take his word over ours, even if what we are arguing about is something that has got nothing to do with him, or he wasn't there at the incedent.

She also has convinced herself that the universe revolves around her and that everything anyone does is done with an intention of affecting her. for instance, I walk in after staying out two nights. It takes her all of thirty seconds to decide that I am not tired, I am maliciously trying to "make me feel shitty and ruin my day", to use her words. This happens every time I am angry, tired or upset in any way, no matter what the cause of my mood was. As such, I have to laugh at all of Dick's jokes, smile and agree with Whatever either of them says, And try to aviod any extended conversation with her so I don't make a remark that her convoluted mind could percieve as a barb against her.

Wow, long one. Needed to get that out.

Also, Saboo tells me that his blog tracker thing doesn't track this blog, so if it's the same for you I implore you to keep checking manually. I will be blogging regularly, especially with the return of school

Love and kisses